catch phrases...

WHATS THE POINT! i mean really like they have no meaning...like words have a meaning (obviously..im pionting out the obvious here) to comunicate! duuhhh! but i mean catch phrases drive me up the wall cuz there is no piont in saying them....like my brother always makes these wierd noises to describe basicaly everything...like we're supposed to know what he is saying???? why do things tht are piontless and get you nowhere??? (even thought i do tht sometime..or a lot of the time) i guess just for fun....thts why i do stupid things...because its fun!!! life would be sooo dull if we did only the things tht would make a difference and be worth something.....jeez tht would make life dull......like we wouldnt bother having christmas..or celibrating b-days......man soo glad we dont live like tht!!

emotions....

everybody has them whether or not they say they do or not...its impossible to not have them .....i mean c'mon how would you really do anything without emotions....it might not even b anything personal....a movie...book....anything.....i have them for everything....someone else's loss...my loss...a book...a movie....tv...anything makes me feel....somthing...sad mad scared afraid alone depressed.....and most the time i dont know how it would feel to have whatever made me...feel an emotion....happen to me...because half the things tht happen i dont take seriously...well i take them serious but i dont take them serious enough...now loosing your hampster is one thing...but losing a family memeber....hurts...and i cant forget tht cuz i know how it feels...so im basically saying tht emotions are nothing to be embarassed by they show you care and have a high level of respect....people who joke about them obviously dont....

simple plan

I love this band...especially this music video...click here to see it....its called untitled... i guess because you cant describe somthing like this...

More relient k...thnx kat for reminding me

I love this song too....but not more than who i am hates who i've been. i so hate consequences.....

And I’m good, good, good to go
I got to get away
Get away from all of my mistakes

So here I sit looking at the traffic lights
The red extinguishes the hope that the green ignites
I want to run away I want to ditch my life
Cause all of my mistakes keep me awake at night

And after all of my alibis desert me
I just want to get by
I don’t want nothing to hurt me
I had no idea where my head was at
But if my heart says I’m sorry can we leave it at that
Because I just want for all of this to end

And I so hate consequences
And running from you is what my best defense is
Consequences
Oh God, don’t make me face up to this
And I so hate consequences
And running from you is what my best defense is
Cause I know that I let you down
And I don’t want to deal with that

It just now hit me this is more than just a set back
And when you spelled it out, well, I guess I didn’t get that
And every trace of momentum is gone
And this isn’t turning out the way I want

And after all of my alibis desert me
I just want to get by
I don’t want nothing to hurt me
I had no idea where my head was at
But if my heart says I’m sorry can we leave it at that
Because I just want for all of this to end

And I spent all last night
Tearing down
Every stoplight
And stop sign in this town
Now I think there might
Be no way to stop me now
I'll get away despite
The fact I’m so weighed down

All of my escapes have been exhausted
I thought I had a way but then I lost it
And my resistance was once much stronger
And I know I can't go on like this much longer

When I got tired of running from you
I stopped right there to catch my breath
There your words they caught my ears
You said, “I miss you son. Come home”
And my sins, they watched me leave
And in my heart I so believed
The love you felt for me was mine
The love I’d wished for all this time
And when the doors were closed
I heard no I told so’s
I said the words I knew you knew
Oh God, Oh God I needed you
God all this time I needed you, I needed you

And I so hate consequences
And running from you is what my best defense is
I hate these consequences
Because I know that I let you down
Now I don't wanna deal with that

i love this song becuase like i mean who loves consequences other than your parents giving them to you???? lol....but i mean for real no oneLIKES consequences...and if someone does than they can talk to me about tht!

lol

uuhhh

bye!!!!!!

saturdays boredom...

In the summer saturday is sooo boring because during the weekdays you are around and about but on saturday your just home or at a friends...either way your bored because its so peacfull...no ones waking u up to get ready and no ones rushing to work......its just a BLAH DAY....

However during school saturdays are (my) golden days......you can hang out...and basicaly do whatever u want.........during school its a GOLDEN DAY!

Either way school or summer saturday can mean a lot in your scheduale (if i spelled tht right) so from now on its not known as the BLAH DAY or the GOLDEN DAY.. its known as ......
WHATEVER DAY!!!

ReAlLy HoT!!!!!

Its amazing how the weather can change your attitude....when its rainy you feel like sleeping... when its cold you feel energized....when its hot you feel like dying....when its foggy you feel like your still asleep...at least thts how i feel most of the time.......what about you....whats your favorite season......i love the fall!!!!!!!lol but thts me! lol uuhhh

bye bye emily!

Funny

I thought this was soo funny i mean tht would soo be me....u no there was a test online to see how 'blonde' you were or in ohter words dumb.....and i got a 70!

to bad...but i mean seriously..i walked into a door once!!!! lol

uuhhh i'll never grow out of it either....

but anyway i love this i think i'll turn it into a shirt! lol

uuhh

lol

Just to say something

Reading this book called the outsiders....and there were these kids and they were realy poor so they were called greasers and the rich kids were called socs....at a point in the book their were these two girls who were socs and they bumped into th greasers only to find out they were alike in soo many ways im just gonna type one part of their conversation:

I thought, maybe it was money that seperated us.
"No, Its not just money." She answered when i told her this. "Part of us is, but not all. You greasers have different set of values. Your more emotional. We're sophisticated to the point of not feeling anything. Nothing is real with us. You know sometimes i'll catch myself talking to a girlfriend and relize i dont mean half of what im saying. I dont really thinnk a beer balst on the river bottom is cool, but i'll rave about one to a girlfriend just to be saying somthing........"

And most the time thats what i'll do...just say i love somthing just to be saying somthing or just to get it out and most the time i dont even no what im saying...i'll agree with somthing and not no what it is they said......

what do you think???

CoNfUsIoN!!

Well i had noticed tht once i got this icon i couldnt change it or whenever i would change any of my settings on aim it wouldnt save.....so i told my dad tht the icon had a virus.....so he tried sooo hard to get it deleted but it just wouldnt delete...........then we uninstalled the whole thing and reinstalled it.....gave me a new icon then tried to change it.....didnt work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WAS SOOOOOOO MAD!!!! but then my dad remembered somthing....a while ago he had set our computer so tht we couldnt change anything!!!! and tht was the problem...but then another problem came..........i had one s/n (screen name) and my buddys from the other s/n werent connected soo i had to add all my buddys to my other s/n.....it took like 20 min. but still after all tht i was pretty tired

o and by the way doesnt that picture look likes he is confused??

Beautiful

pink lines
Originally uploaded by shoshawnna.

beau·ti·ful

1. Having qualities that delight the senses, especially the sense of sight.
2. Excellent; wonderful.

beauti·ful·ly adv.
beauti·ful·ness n.

Synonyms: beautiful, lovely, pretty, handsome, comely, fair
1 All these adjectives apply to what excites aesthetic admiration. Beautiful is most comprehensive: a beautiful child; a beautiful painting; a beautiful mathematical proof. Lovely applies to what inspires emotion rather than intellectual appreciation: “They were lovely, your eyes” (George Seferis). What is pretty is beautiful in a delicate or graceful way: a pretty face; a pretty song; a pretty room. Handsome stresses poise and dignity of form and proportion: a very large, handsome paneled library. “She is very pretty, but not so extraordinarily handsome” (William Makepeace Thackeray). Comely suggests wholesome physical attractiveness: “Mrs. Hurd is a large woman with a big, comely, simple face” (Ernest Hemingway). Fair emphasizes freshness or purity: “In the highlands, in the country places,/Where the old plain men have rosy faces,/And the young fair maidens/Quiet eyes” (Robert Louis Stevenson).

WOW! Thats a lot of meanings...isnt it? did you understand the part where....wait but did you read it all...................

i no at first when i saw this i didnt want to read it all but i dont no how you felt when you saw all this writing about ONE (1) word..............

but i decided to take the time and just read it.......take the time to smell the roses...famous quotes always have their way.........dont yuo think like if you said.....CANT YOU SLOW DOWN!!! (while at the zoo and someone was just going through fast) someone wouldnt want to listen to tht......they wouldnt want to listen to someone who had no respect whatsoever for them...would you.....but if i said....slow down and take the time to smell the roses......would you not 'want' to listen but wouldnt it make it 'easier' to listen??? yes i think so....at least for me it would!

think about it.....take time to smell the roses....or think....

Question.

How come i havent been getting any comments...........im not saying its your fault............but its wierd like i havent gotten a comment since.............................................................well like a week ago.....................................im gonna post somthing else in a minute sooo please comment

emily!

cOnFuSiOn!!!

The other night i wanted to change my template but some of my posts were whit so they wouldnt show up...i tried to change them but some wouldnt change for some reason....so then i was gonna copy and paste them to word but found out we didnt have word.....so i decided not to change them......and the next morning....i found out we DID have word but didnt feel like changing it....

computers these days!

Beautiful

IMG_5113

isnt this beautiful??? and it is so simply made....could you create somthing that was made so simply....but looks like it took.....a long time?

i dont think so!

think about it...

Emily!

Hola there!

hello there what are u thinking right now!!! lol im just bored so im typing..........aw i was bored one day so i opened notepad and started writing!!!!! well not really i was just doing exclaimation marks and randimly writing hi.....it was fun tho!!!!! lol.....see how boring things can be!!!!

so this can be my post tht doesnt mean anything at all!!!!!!!!!

lol

cool...huh?

now every one that sees my blog is gonna copy my whatever idea of a blog....ooo speaking of whatever i want to show u a song my friend has its kind of funny but then again its strange.....

my united states of whatever:


I went down to the beach and saw Kiki
She was, like, all "ehhhh"
And I was, like, "whatever!"

Then this chick comes up to me and she's all, like,
"Hey, aren't you that dude?"
And I'm, like, "yeah, whatever!"

So later I'm at the pool hall
And this girl comes up
And she's, like, "awww"
And I'm, like, "yeah, whatever!"

Cuz this is my
United States of Whatever!
And this is my
United States of Whatever!
And this is my
United States of Whatever!

And then it's three A.M.
And I'm on the corner, wearing my leather
This dude comes up and he's, like, "hey, punk!"
I'm, like, "yeah, whatever!"

Then I'm throwing dice in the alley
Officer Leroy comes up and is, like,
"Hey, I thought I told you..."
And I'm, like, "yeah, whatever!"

And then up comes Zafo
I'm, like, "yo, Zafo. What's up?"
He's, like, "nothin'"
And I'm, like, "that's cool."

Cuz this is my
United States of Whatever!
And this is my
United States of Whatever!

my favorite part of the song is when he says...

And then up comes Zafo
I'm, like, "yo, Zafo. What's up?"
He's, like, "nothin'"
And I'm, like, "that's cool."
because in the song it just stops and all u hear is a cricket.....lol

hoped u liked tht song cuz i sure did....lol

uuhhh boy am i in a good mood but im just soo bored its ruining my good mood


byby

emily!

thinking.....

I was watching TV and this comercial came on....it was for a praise and worship CD.....for kids......but as they were playing some of the music in the backround it seemed as if they changed all the songs so people would buy it...like they had different beats and like techno music in the back......now im not saying thts bad but they are making it seem like if they DONT do that no1 will buy it......and that got me thinking......we shouldnt have to have the latest things or be rich or anything like that in order to worship God......we could worship him if we had nothing at all.....for inctance...i d k his name but i do no the story......
many of u probably no this already but ths ok....
there was a homeless guy who stayed at the train station...and they were currently recording the sounds or somthing at the train station...so they did and when the man who did tht was listening to the tapes he heard something in the backround.....it was the homeless guy singing:
jesus' blood never failed me yet never failed me yet jesus' blood never failed me yet this one thing i no for he loves me so
jesus' blood never failed me yet never failed me yet jesus' blood never failed me yet this one thing i no for he loves me so
and thts what he sang over and over again....now this guy who recorded it accidently left it playing in his office while going to get coffee....when he got back there were people crying all over.......he went to find this homeless man but when he asked another homeless guy he found out...he had died.....

(if i told a part of the story wrong please tell me so i can fix it)

now if a homeless man can serve God and say tht Jesus hasnt failed him yet...basically tht he is doing good no problems and just living the way tht he is....than how come some people that have more money than him can say that there isnt enough??? and they need more to serve God ....... they need good music of today in order to serve him?? thats basically what i was thinking and please comment!!

EMILY!!!!

My kitten!!

Snowball is sooooooooooooooooooooo cute........ its soo funny how he no's how different people react to things......like the other day when audrey (my little sis) was standing against the colum and the cat ran at her and didnt even use his claws he just jumped up and patted her as if to annoy her....me and my mom were laughing sooo much!

i now refer to him as the annoying little brother wanna be...lol

emily

ps: i was bored had to write about somthing!!!! lol

MY PROFILE PICTURE!

I love my profile pic......dont you....its like sooo cool!! lol

thnx dad!!


emily

Just to say.....

my dad just got a new WEBSITE not a BLOG....which isnt fiar but anyway..........he hasnt got many comments so here is a link to his SITE not BLOG: thoughts crashing

so go ahead and go there....... if tht makes sense

and i also wanted to say........now i forget but it'll come to me!!!!

later,

emily!

Relient k : : who i am hates who i've been

I watched the proverbial sunrise
coming up over the Pacific and
you might think I'm losing my mind,
but I will shy away from the specifics...

'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

[Pre-Chorus]
Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
that it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

[Chorus]
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to make sure i never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
to create so much pressure that I’ll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
sinking up to the beating of my heart,
and I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can’t let that happen again
‘cause then you’ll see my heart
in the saddest state it’s ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

[Pre-Chorus x2]
[Chorus]

Who I am hates who I've been
and who I am will take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I’ve been
‘cause who I’ve been only ever made me...

So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I’m ready to make sure i never become that way again
‘cause who I am hates who I’ve been.
Who I am hates who I’ve been.

this one explains itself..................

relient k : : More than useless

I feel like, I would like
To be somewhere else doing something that matters
And I'll admit here, while I sit here
My mind wastes away and my doubts start to gather

Whats the purpose? It feels worthless
So unwanted like I've lost all my value
I can't find it, not in the least bit
and I'm just scared, so scared that I'll fail you

And sometimes I think that I'm not any good at all
And sometimes I wonder why, why I'm even here at all
But then you assure me

I'm a little more than useless
And when I think that I can't do this
You promise me that I'll get through this
And do something right
Do something right for once

So I say if I can't, do something significant
I'll opt to leave most opportunities wasted
And nothing trival, that life could give me will
Measure up to what might have replaced it

Too late look, my date book
Is packed full of days that were empty and now gone
And I bet, that regret
Will prove to get me to improve in the long run

And sometimes I think that I'm not any good at all
And sometimes I wonder why, why I'm even here at all
But then you assure me

I'm a little more than useless
And when I think that I can't do this
You promise me that I'll get through this
And do something right
Do something right for once

I’m a little more than useless
And I never knew I knew this
Was gonna the day, gonna be the day
That I would do something right
Do something right for once

I notice, I know this
Week is a symbol of how I use my time
Resent it, I spent it
Convincing myself the world's doing just fine
Without me
Doing anything of any consequence
Without me
Showing any sign of ever making sense
Of my time , it's my life
And my right, to use it like I should
Like he would, for the good
Of everything that I would ever know

I'm a little more than useless
When I think that I can't do this
You promise me that I'll get through this
And do something right
Do something right for once

I’m a little more than useless
And I never knew I knew this
Was gonna the day, gonna be the day
That I would do something right
Do something right for once

I love this song its probably my favorite song on the CD!

i think becuase i've felt tht way before (not as much as this song describes) and it says somthing to me......so think......if you think your useless......then just......well i d k how to put it but you no think about this song and what you think God is telling you!

more about maryland

I said i was going to tell you more about maryland soooo here i go.......... well where we stayed was my grandparents house which is more like an apartment cuz they have their own side of the house and on the other side there is rooms for people to stay in......which is cool cuz whenever we come up they have space for us to sleep.
now downstairs isnt really downstairs for them.......its more like going to church....cuz my grandpa is a pastor and he lives right above his church!!!! how cool is tht!!!!???? i think thts like sooo cool!!! its not tht luxurious but it works......i think its the best.....it proves tht it doesnt matter where you are you can always worship God.....if all church's were like tht then......well i dont no what but something would happen differently.
their nieghborhood is AWSOME and i mean AWSOME! they live right next to.......the bored walk......the beach.......and well thts it but i felt like doing this:........... but anyway back on subject.......how cool would it be to like be able to walk to basically a HUGE mall with a built in beach!!!! i mean if you think of it tht way it makes it seem like wicked sweet!!!!!!
The people we stayed with.......well there is a lot.....there is my Aunt julie......my cousins......Ben (16? i think)......Zack( to b honest i dont no how old)........jesse(him either)....Hannah(12).....and Ellie (i think she is 4) ellie is adopted from thialand (i cant spell it)
Now who came wiht us......my moms friend robin......her daughter....mekayla (i cant spell her name for beans) Me..........my brother dale(15)........my sister Gwen(7).....my sister audrey(4)...and thts it!!

i hope you enjoyed tht

byby

emily!

my new fashion ( or style as my sisters call it)

I decided a couple days ago tht im not gonna blend in with the croud, i want to be different and people to notice me as...not wierd but....almost courageous for dressing different.....so i came up with my own unique style or fashion, basically just you no like im wearing collard shirts under T-shirts and just really anything you WOULDNT see taking a walk or even on TV, and i like my new style......you no i didnt really have to get comfortable with it i just fit right into it and sure people did ask questions mostly in my family but thts ok. i wish i could put a picture on my blog of me but i dont no how mabey some other time!!!

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emily!

FIREWORKS

The fireworks were awsome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they were much better than the ones last year........

and another thing im offering a new question, if you were to make a blog or already have one what would or what is it about??

me: everything!! i mean anything tht comes to my mind tht i want to put on here i write!!!!!!( or type)

go ahead tell me what you'd do or did!!!!

LIKE IT!!!???

Like my new template???? i like it even tho its not my fav colors: green and pink, if they had one tht was green and pink i'd be sooooooooooooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i dont think they will cuz green and pink arent the most popular colors....lol o well i love them!!!!

emily!

ps:tell my dad to make me a template thts green and pink but dont tell him i said tht!!!!

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emily!